Clip studio EX (RL update)

Yep you heard right. My newest program I received for Christmas.  Got it early so I can learn sooner. But LEG me tell you what been going on.

I have been sick for 4 day now, meanwhile, still going to work because I cannot afford to miss any days. Now not only I'm sick, I still am responsible for what I am  set with (taking card of my load of responsibilities in the family house).
Now with everything going on you think it be easy on me since I'm sick. Guess what?

No.
I'm an adult with
responsibility
*mini-waves a rainbow*


Plus that I was a maid of honor for my mother's wedding yesterday so i took up a lot of takes,  cleaning for my baby brothers arrival, running errands, picking up some guest without a car (while runing to help them out with running to the bank), very very last minute request on a run to get items we were short on. Running on NO sleep from how busy I was between the 2 days. Been wanting to play with my new present and actually learn to use it, but with my stamina and health deplenished it was impossible to even try.
(I haven't been able to even touch my art to continue on it-absolutely frustrating)
I helpped my baby brother get ready for the wedding,  take pictures of the cake (three layers) after carefully getting it out of the box (wedding was small and it was at the house)
I've set up skype on my new stepfathers tablet for his brother to witnesses his wedding (I held the device for him to see it happening)
Was in heels I could not walk in for the life of me,
(they wanted me to wear sparkly shoes so I got it cheap JFC the heels and front ends killed my feet I was literally holding on to people when I lost(ing) my balance)
I also ran back and forth making sure they had drinks food etc etc and by then I was too exhausted to eat myself (didn't even eat my small piece of wedding cake)
And literally passed out cold on the couch for an hour or two. Or less idk. (Maybe 30 mins)
Woke up to a surprise visit from my sister and spent time with her on catching up and being a host for her until she left, took the guest I picked up, back home so they could go to work,  and came back to taking care of everything once more and babysitting my lil brother.
After the celebration was over,  I cleaned up the whole mess (kitchen/dinning room/living room) and put up all the food.
Was too tired to do the dishes so I have to do them later.
gathered my lil brothers and my stuff and finally retired to bed.
But I was so driven with need to set up and want to learn my new program,  I stayed up to get it all set up and explored the very confusing,  but beautiful program.
(Love the freaking brushes and perspective rulers with 3d doll figures and items I was having an artgaism) omgawd I'm so crazy for this program even tho I don't know much on how to draw at all! It took me a year just to get my lineart smooth on sai alone because I'm not familiar with digital art.
with everything going on, lack of sleep, exhaustion, overwhelmed, sickness,  and lack of food because I was too sick and tired to eat, I crashed out again soon after (1hr?) Of exploring and testing out the functions (with tutorial videos on even how to use it. )

Man I really love this program. Woke up an hour later to make this to let everyone know whats been going on and why I havent been posting art. (Trust me I'm trying to draw but it's hard drawing humans-spoiler alert of future art-)
Hopefully ill be able to have this last weekend day to myself for heaven sakes.
Anywho, once I grasp somewhat on how to use this program ill draw something christmas related (since my first try on sai was a complete failure).

Thank you for being patient with me, and stay tune for more art <3
Happy Holidays!

(if you read everything, I praise you and give you a cookie~cool points to you~~)